trying to elude helplessness with stupid questions... to no avail.

if youre not going to be honest,
dont take this survey.

1. Where is the last place you have
travelled?
~ Adamson...

2. If you were drafted into a war,
would you survive?
~ this is really one thing I've always wanted to find out.

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
~ no. our mom taught us to conserve energy.

4. Have you ever drank milk straight
out of the carton?
~ well, yes...

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
~ nope. it's actually frustrating.

6. What is your longest fight with one
of your friends?
~ 10 minutes is long.

7. Are you a fast typer?
~ define fast.

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
~ no.

9. Do you like someone right now?
~ i like many people.

10. What ended your last relationship?
~ insincerity.

12. Do you knock on wood?
~ no. but since, i have superstitious friends, i find myself knocking on metals.

13. Are you drinking anything right
now?
~ no.

14. Do you think you're smart?
~ I'd like to believe I am.

15. Have you ever eaten a bug?
~ yes, a gummy bug. those trolls and yupi.

16. Do you miss someone right now?
~ i always do.

17. What do you want for Christmas?
~ spiritual development.

18. Do you like love songs?
~ yes.

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
~ so far, my family and friends can testify that I do talk... i sometimes converse with my mom and lil sis.

20. Do you remember your 1st crush?
~ no.

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
~ no. but i'd like to eversince i was a kid.

22. When was the last time that you
went swimming and where?
~ June 10. Villa Lim.

23. Do you consider yourself
successful?
~ no. i'm actually struggling to be.

24. How many people are on your
contact list of your cell phone?
~ i don't know and i don't care.

25. Have you ever asked for a horse?
~ yeah! when we were in baguio! i badly want to horseback ride.

26. Plans for 2MORROW?
~ mourn for our insane chapter 4.

27. What did you do this past weekend?
~ pretend i'm doing good with our thesis.

28. Miss being at school this time?
~ no. it's draining me.

29. When is the last time you told
someone you loved them?
~ 3 hours ago.

30. Do you want to be single?
~ i can't be double, can i?

32. Who's your hero?
~ i don't like to consider anybody my hero. i'm not good in dealing with disappointments.

33. Have you ever been suspended or
expelled from school?
~ no.

34. What are you looking forward to?
~ our thesis defense.

35. If you could be stranded with one
person for 24 hours, who would it be?
~ anybody who has the marks of a winner. (oh c'mon!)

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
~ you're starting to irritate me.

38. Can you handle the truth?
~ you're annoyingly inconsistent.

39. Do you like eggs and ham?
~ on mornings.

40. What 3 things do you always bring
with you to places?.
~ pen, something to write on, myself.

41. Any cool scars?
~ when on earth did scars become cool?

42. Are you missing in action?
~ where's the action?

44. Whats your deepest secret?
~ answering this.

45. How often do you talk on the phone?
~ seldom.

46. Do you believe in love?
~ in what level? eros? platonic? i don't want to believe in things that fade. agape? i'd rather.

47. Is there something you want that
you can't have?
~ this is not even a question at all.

48. Four things about the preferred
sex that you first notice?
~ 1, 2 ,3 and 4

49. When was your last time you cried?
~ last night. (i'm not implying that i'm sad in here or anything, i just cried last night without knowing the reason why.)

50. Who did you last hug?
~ lance.

51. Do you get along with your family?
~ yes.

52. Where is your phone?
~ on top of the desk.

53. What was the last thing you ate?
~ my fingernails.

54. Favorite color?
~ lavender, brown, black

55. Last movie you saw?
~ You, Me and Dupree

56. What song are you listening to?
~ tell me.

57. What do you want?
~ peace of mind.

58. Favorite liquor?
~ ___

59. What T.V. shows are you watchin?
~ i'm bored with this.

60. Who was the last person you talked
to on the phone?
~ can't remember.

Repost as 60 honest answer

Thank God, it's done. I apolgize for not being discreet with my annoyance. I'm just drained after finally admitting to myself that our thesis sucks big time. Defense is just 2 weeks away and I still can't prove anything solid regarding our theories and concepts. Damn, I'm worried. Damn well I am! Somebody please tell me I'm not alone in this cynicism!